Wow, has it really been a month? I am BAD!! Well, three important things have happened. One, Sarah has two teeth. TWO!! She is 5 months old! But she has only bitten me twice whie nursing and I'm sure she is very sorry. She is such a sweet baby. And so dang happy!! Except, of course, when she's not. Two, Whitney started the ACADEMY!!! I am happy and frustrated at the same time. He just started week 2 today. Week 1 went well. He said it was better than he thought it would be. But when you're expecting hell week, I guess anything is better than that. However we have heard that it's actually going to get worse, if you can believe it. He's tough; he'll do well. I thought it would probably be easier if he had done this while still single and I told him so. He said he would have no motivation. I asked him what he meant. He said that when he was on the floor, thinking he couldn't do one more push up or one more crunch, he would think of the kids and I and remember he is doing this for us. I have no doubt that he could do this on his own, but it is nice to know that he needs me just as much as I need him. Sometimes I feel like this need is more one-sided. I prayed last night that nothing would happen to him. I know that the Lord knows best and we will do his will, and I pray that whatever happens I can accept it with all my heart, but I pray for him, everyday. I know there is not much risk while he is in the academy, but once he is on the road, anything can happen and I pray every day that the Lord will protect. I never want that phone call or have to sit through a funeral where they give me a flag.
Sorry about that. I guess it's on my mind, just a little bit.
Okay, third thing that happened is that between Friday night when Whitney got home and Sunday evening when he left, Sarah is now crawling all over the house. She can barely sit up!!
She goes eveywhere now. NO place is safe. However the boys have been wonderful. They have wanted her in their room while they play. They never hit her or push her away. Sometimes in their enthusiasm there might be cause for concern but I know they would never do anything to hurt her. They love her so much. I love seeing it.
This picture Jacob took. He's taken some good ones. As to last week, Sarah got thrush and is now feeling better. Jared threw up Friday night, twice before Whit got home and 3 or 4 times after. And so far this week (it's only Monday, mind you) Jacob is now throwing up. Oh, the glamorous life we mothers lead. I love my children and my husband and I know all of you are supportive and reliable shoulders should we need them. Thank you. If I don't post before Thanksgiving, HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!
3 comments:
Oh man, Cassie (AND WHITNEY!) We totally feel for you. I know EXACTLY what you are going through and how it feels (minus 2 of the kids...I don't know how you do it :)
One thing I've learned about the whole danger thing -- you almost have to pretend that they are going to a normal job. And not think about it. It just doesn't do any good to worry. At least that helps me.
As far as the academy -- heaven forbid anything happen there either -- like an injury. So, it's good to pray for his safety now too!
You are on our minds. Hope all is going well. We wish you the best. Seriously, if you need anything, don't hesitate to call!
I've been thinking of you. Love you.
Hang in there, Cass! You're right - Whitney IS strong. I know he'll do awesome and the Lord will watch out for him. But don't forget that you're strong, too! Heavenly Father will sustain ll of you through these next months and years. We pray for you daily and Whit and your seet kiddos! Love you so much!
Cassie K
PS. Thanks for the update. It is so nice to hear from you and see pictures. Your little ones are darling!
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